BELIEVE - That is the word of the day around here. I have decided that that will be the word that the Boozes will live by. I hung an artwork piece saying "believe" in my kitchen. Mom gave me a charm saying "believe". I wrote the word all over my memo book. I say it out loud all day long.
WHY? Because it is the the way we are going to get Suzy well. BELIEVE is the core of the bible. God says to ask Him, BELIEVE in Him, and you shall recieve. And, the theory behind "The Secret" is to ask the universe for what you want, believe in the universe to provide, and you will receive it. It sounds simple: ASK, BELIEVE and RECEIVE
Well... it is simple to ask. I ask for Suzy to get well all day long.
And it is SO wonderful to receive. - I can't wait to receive her healing.
But, the BELIEVING part is the hard one!!!!! I realized that I have not truly been believing that Suzy will be healthy, happy and whole. I really want it. I yearn for it. I pray so hard for it. But I have not been convinced that she will, so I have not been BELIEVING it with my whole heart. That has to change.
Boy, has it been hard to do. My head is going crazy. My conscience mind says, "Suzy will be happy, healthy, and whole."
And my subconscience mind says,"Whitney, didn't you hear her doctors? They said she will never crawl, or talk, or feed herself."
My conscience mind says,"Yes she will. She is getting better every day!"
My subconscience mind shouts,"Are you in denial? Can't you face reality?"
And my NEW conscience mind says, "QUIET!!! I BELIEVE in her. She IS GOING TO BE GREAT!!"
It's exhausting living in my head!
Up-date - Suzy continues to make little steps of improvement. We put up her old Jolly Jumper to see what she could do - and she did GREAT!! I can't believe (oops - I CAN BELIEVE)how well she did. I didn't think she would ever be able to get into it again. But, she is strong enough to support herself in it. Hooray for Suzy. I posted some pics of her in it.
And she is pushing herself up with her arms when she is leaning on a bench!!!! Fantastic. I also posted pics of that.
And she sat by herself for 30 seconds with her physical therapist on Thursday. AMAZING! Go Little Girl