Good bye Virginia Beach...................Hello New York.........again!!
Suzy and I are leaving today to head back up to NY City. We will be participating in some more Medek Physical Therapy. (www.milestonespt.com) We are staying for a couple of weeks, and trying to get the most out of it that we can. I really love and believe in this therapy program...... but we are finding it challenging to do here at home. I REALLY wish there was a Medek therapist closer to VA. No, I haven't decided that it's time to move to NY.......but I have certainly thought about it. .............
We are just hoping to get up to NY as much as we can over the next year.
Suzy is doing, and feeling, well. That is certainly a great way to start a trip.
Gracie and Maggie are pretty depressed about me going again. The saddest thing I heard was Gracie saying, "...yeah, whatever, Mom. ....We are getting used to you leaving us all the time."
damn it. That is truly a way to break a mommy's heart.
Yes, I have tried SO many therapies for Suzy. And I keep looking for the next 'great' thing. And my attention is more focused on Suzy right now than on the other parts of my life, (even though I really, honestly am trying to balance it all). For the time being, I am just saying daily prayers that my children will understand, and that these very busy years will pay off in the long run.
Some people call me committed. Some say I am devoted and an inspiration.
Others say I should BE committed, and that I'm obsessed, insane, and desperate.
I'm not quite sure what I think...................... so I try not to think about it.........
Pray for us, please. Pray that God will allow Medek to provide Suzy with some motor function. Pray that her quality of life will improve with all of these therapies. Pray that my other children will understand, and forgive me. Pray that we have a safe trip.
And I will pray that you have a healthy and peaceful week.